Savage Queen

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Turning 40

I am worried. Yes, worried, turning 40 in less than 6 months. I know, it is just a number. But that number is much different than those in the pass. I feel the need to "prepare" for this day. I have colored my hair...to hide the gray. I will start dieting today...to hide the weight. I will change my clothes...to hide my age. I will give up my "granny panties" for thongs...to make me feel sexy and young. I have bought sexy clothes, tighter jeans, and on and on and on.

Will all of this make a difference. What more can a woman ask for. I have a great job (career), a beautiful home, a car, friends and family, and a great "special friend." Am I missing something? I think so. What is it? I don't know yet. HELP!!!! I am drowning in this mess.

Do I find a support group? Do I take meds? Do I take two aspirins and call it a day? Do I drink cheap wine? Do I have a cosmopolitan and move on? HELP!!!!

Turning 40 has caused me some grief. Do I need to change what I do on a day to day basis? Do I need to become more responsible? At almost 40 you would think I would have the answers. I don't.

40....just a number? NOT. A change of life.

3 Comments:

  • At 10:29 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    IF you were to have a party, who would you want there. Please be precise.

     
  • At 12:03 PM, Blogger Savagequeen0309 said…

    Now, that is hard. I have friends, and more friends.....but to be precise. That is hard. Do you want names and addresses? Or do you want one name of someone special to be my date?

     
  • At 3:48 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I want the group of friends that you would most want at your party. You can also include a special someone as your date. Addresses would be helpful.

     

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