Turning 40
I am worried. Yes, worried, turning 40 in less than 6 months. I know, it is just a number. But that number is much different than those in the pass. I feel the need to "prepare" for this day. I have colored my hair...to hide the gray. I will start dieting today...to hide the weight. I will change my clothes...to hide my age. I will give up my "granny panties" for thongs...to make me feel sexy and young. I have bought sexy clothes, tighter jeans, and on and on and on.Will all of this make a difference. What more can a woman ask for. I have a great job (career), a beautiful home, a car, friends and family, and a great "special friend." Am I missing something? I think so. What is it? I don't know yet. HELP!!!! I am drowning in this mess.
Do I find a support group? Do I take meds? Do I take two aspirins and call it a day? Do I drink cheap wine? Do I have a cosmopolitan and move on? HELP!!!!
Turning 40 has caused me some grief. Do I need to change what I do on a day to day basis? Do I need to become more responsible? At almost 40 you would think I would have the answers. I don't.
40....just a number? NOT. A change of life.

3 Comments:
At 10:29 AM,
Anonymous said…
IF you were to have a party, who would you want there. Please be precise.
At 12:03 PM,
Savagequeen0309 said…
Now, that is hard. I have friends, and more friends.....but to be precise. That is hard. Do you want names and addresses? Or do you want one name of someone special to be my date?
At 3:48 PM,
Anonymous said…
I want the group of friends that you would most want at your party. You can also include a special someone as your date. Addresses would be helpful.
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