When Love Dies

How does a person get over love? When love dies is it really gone forever? Can someone love once, can they love twice?

I have loved, only half in my marriage. Loved with all my heart in a relationship that I will never get over. I know what it is like to love someone and not be loved back. It is an empty feeling. A waste of time. I hide from life, I make myself sick so I won't have to face rejection. I am not what the good men want. I have my own job, my own home, a loveable dog, my own car, and I have some culture.

I made mistakes in my life. But to love for just a little while is better than to never love. I know what love feels like. I cry myself to sleep from loneliness. Is there any hope for love again in my life.

I once heard a story about someone who enjoyed the company of a person. That person confessed to having feelings for someone else. A turn in a person's life like that, hurts deep into the heart. I have played the game, I know the rules. But when the heart gets involved. It is all doomed.

My answer to it; Work and Hide. Problem solved.